For 7 years now we have lived in Oklahoma!!! And for 7 years now I have been MISERABLE!!!! I am a TEXAS girl!!! I like the BIG cities, BIG trucks, BIG buildings and HECK even BIG HAIR!!!! EVERYTHING in Texas is BIG and I miss it all terribly!!!!
I have never hidden the fact that I HATE living here!!! And it is not that I don't like my friends but I want to go home!! BUT recently I have had an
A-HA moment after reading a Joel Olsteen book that my friend recommended!!!!! I have to be HAPPY where I am for GOD to move me!!!
SOOOOOO.....I woke up this morning and said
"GOD.....I am SOOOO HAPPY that I am living in Oklahoma BUT I KNOW that you have TEXAS in store for me!!!!!!!!!" ;)
SERIOUSLY......I REALLY did but the point I am trying to make is that I have an AWESOME husband who loves me more than life and two wonderful kids!! We are all healthy and happy!!! Why wouldn't I be happy!!!! I am going to stop focusing on my HATE for living here and focus on the AWESOMENESS in front of me!!! I do not want to miss one moment of my kids growing up!!
I LOVE my husband and kid beyond belief and that is enough to make me happy!!!
You just never know what tomorrow holds so DON'T focus on the negatives!!!! When you wake up in the morning you have a choice......HAPPY or SAD!!!! No one but YOU can make the choice!! The other thing that I have realized is while I am WHINING about where I live there are people who are facing LIFE OR DEATH!! How selfish is that of me!!!
SOOOO...from now on.....wait for it.....I have to swallow......I am trying to get it out.........................
I will be HAPPY to be right here in